The crowd is eating me, slowly eating me
I’m being vanished, slowly disappearing.
I wanted to be outstanding, but everyone made me stand out.
My silence nomore makes them worried nor my words have any influence.
All the pain was always hidden with tears,
And the hardships never showed their existence.
Everyone believes what they want to,
cause lies have a louder voice to make them feel like truth.
The biggest smile hides the biggest pain!
When you need me I have to be there, but when I want you you’re just nowhere?
I want to be strong, more and more strong
Cause no one is capable enough to endure my feelings.
You might think I’m too dreamy or I’m saying too lousy things
But they aren’t meaningless, without dreams I might not have the courage to take it and move on.
My tears are dried just the smile appears,
Everyone leaving me behind,no one being courteous.
My single failure destructed their belief on me,
They turned over and leave me be?
They do diss me at my back,
But they can’t even have courage to make eye contact.
The meaning of their words, their actions in my worst,
Made my trust shaken, left me alone and broken!
My failure do changed into success
But their words can’t be replaced,
Their actions can’t be redone,
The scar in my heart can’t be removed,
And the time will never be repaired!
I can’t make everyone to think good about me,
But I want to be able to make them think good about themselves.
Being able to be their smiles, to remove darkness and enlighten their lives.
And tell them, It’s okay
The rain of happiness will make their life lively and will wash all their worries.😃